Why have I been feeling more angsty than usual?
- I’m reading a book that is fascinating but doesn’t take rape quite seriously enough
- Tumblr recommended me posts about ABA therapy– positive ones, from a “proud radical behaviorist”.
- AML has a community and I have mildly jealous feelings about that
- I haven’t slept well the past few nights
- I shouldn’t have read MT’s new fic. That was a big one. Oddly/especially because part of my reaction was “I want to read about someone LIKE ME being all traumatized, instead.”
I think that’s it? Well, it’s enough.
I’ve gotten some nice angsty short stories out of it though– less awful than usual, which is why they actually got written down.